Throughout my life, I often found myself drifting through a bubble full of dreams, wishes, and elaborate fantasies. I felt trapped in a cycle of longing, convinced that if I could mirror my siblings’ beauty, match their intelligence, or acquire everything I desired, I would finally discover happiness. Each day was spent wishing and dreaming, constantly measuring myself against my sisters and every woman I encountered in my church community. Why did I do this? Deep down, I struggled to believe that I was worthy of love from my family, friends, and even You, Lord.
In my quest for validation, I unknowingly sought the approval of others, not realizing that the only affirmation I truly needed came from You, Jesus. Jesus represented everything I had ever sought. His love surrounded me with a warmth untainted by expectations, just like the fairytale prince I had always dreamed of. You, Jesus, were the ideal hero who recognized me for who I was, whisking me away in a carriage to a magical castle where I could live “happily ever after.”
However, I soon came to understand that this was nothing more than a fanciful illusion. You, Jesus, are far greater than that. You are the King of Kings, my Lord, and my Savior—the One who knew me even before I drew my first breath. You carefully fashioned me in the hidden depths of my mother’s womb, creating every detail with love and purpose, making me Your precious daughter and masterpiece.
As I grew older, the tragic loss of my father sent me into a tailspin. I ran from You, convinced that your love had disappeared along with him and that my loss rendered me unworthy in your eyes. This moment immersed me in darkness, causing me to rebel and distance myself from You. Yet, even in my despair, you never left my side. You walked patiently with me, even when I felt completely alone. You left the ninety-nine to come after me, knowing my whole story before it started, and still, you sacrificed everything for my sake.
Lord Jesus, I am incredibly grateful for Your unwavering presence, for never abandoning me, and for loving me even when I felt undeserving of such grace. Since you welcomed me back into your arms, my life has been transformed in ways I could never have imagined.
You chose me, and my story continues to unfold beautifully. I have no right to grab the pen, believing I could craft a better narrative than you.
Today, I found myself reflecting deeply on the powerful message conveyed in Psalm 90:12, which calls me to count my days intentionally. This thought encourages me to embrace each moment with mindfulness, fostering a heart that seeks wisdom and understands the beauty in life’s details. I yearn for an undivided heart that is entirely devoted to You, Lord Jesus, so that I can fully appreciate the richness of our relationship and the world around me.
Lord, teach me Your ways; may the meditation of my heart and the words of my mouth delight You. Help me keep my eyes fixed on You, regardless of the storms that may surround me. Teach me to cherish each day and embrace every precious moment, so that I might not sin against You but rather bring glory to Your name. Let my life be a testament to Your love, that I may be the only Bible some people will ever read. For it is no longer I who live, but You, Jesus, who live and work through me. You, Jesus, are Enough.
Reflection
- Reflecting on Ezekiel’s words, when he asks, “Teach me, Lord, to number my days, that I may gain a heart of wisdom” (Psalm 90:12), what does this really signify for us? It’s a powerful plea for insight and understanding.
- What does it really mean when we say that “Jesus is enough?”
- Have you ever wondered why God encourages us to number our days? It’s a profound reminder of the preciousness of time and the importance of living purposefully.
- How should we respond when we find ourselves in the middle of a storm? Do we immediately begin praying and seeking Jesus, or do we hesitate because we believe our problems aren’t important enough for Him?
- In Ezekiel 37:4, he commands, “Dry bones, hear the Word of the Lord.” Can you feel the urgency and the power behind those words?
- Do you believe that your comeback story is just around the corner? If you do, how are you getting ready for the glorious Second Coming of our Lord Jesus?
- And here’s a question for your heart: Do you trust Jesus enough to know He hears you? When we trust Him, we won’t sink or perish in the chaos of life; He is our anchor and our sustainer. Jesus truly is enough for us.
Prayer
In this beautiful melody, I pour out my soul to You, my Savior. Your love fills every empty space in my heart, reminding me that I am perfectly complete in You. No matter the storms I face, I find solace in knowing that You are always with me. Every doubt fades away as I sing this song of gratitude, celebrating the unwavering truth that You are enough for me! Your grace sustains me, and in Your presence, I feel whole. Let this song resonate in my spirit as a testament to Your unfailing love!
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your lasting love, support, and grace. Help us to focus on Jesus rather than getting lost in our current challenges. May we always put You first in our lives, knowing You are enough to fill our hearts and guide our paths. In Your precious name, we give all praises. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Reference
Scripture quotations taken from The Holy Bible, New International Version, NIV. Copyright 1973, 1978, 1984, 2011 by Biblica, Inc.
